Yesterday...In the end, i got to meet Wan since last week. So happy to see him. Yeah yeah! Like usual, waited for him at CP and it was already 6.45pm. Feeling so sleepy but actully glad la..
We had 3 hrs of break from 1pm cos Ms Noraini had to go for a course or something like dat la.. Stayed at the canteen to eat.. However, had to wait for KDS lesson at 3.15pm. *Yawn* Bought diskettes for Keybording Skills.. Went to J8 to buy black files and also drop by to PapaRoti.. Yummy! Out of 31 students, only 11 turned up for KDS. Aiyoh..so pathetic.. but it's ok.. we learnt important stuffs which will come out for exams..
After which, had to attend a Bridge Leader's meeting which lasted for 1 hr or so until it rained. Hmm..so now i'm one of the new Sub-Comm but had not confirmed which department yet.
Can't wait to meet Wan... as usual, we went to Banquet to accompany him eat.. Sent me home all dat.. Haha.. have anyone seen a gigantic or rather, like Wan like to say.. Humongous pen? It's soooo cute.. I love cute big stuffs.. Like the huge Singapore Sales paper bag u can ever find in CP.. My sis brought it home specially to let me see cos it's her fren's pen.. Well, u guys may think it's zoomed but nooo..
Anyway..as for today.. so relieved dat class ended a bit earlier.. we had a 15 mins break in between leasson. Thought of not eating cos not enough money as i already spent on food yest but due to temptations.. hehe.. only bought a plate of mee rebus la..
Me and huda planned to get a bag together at Bugis Market so we went down there. Sorry siti cos i didn't inform u earlier. Bumped into Nurul again @ the platform.. She looked very unwell.. I really wished i could help.. Seeing her like dat.. made me feel so sad and felt like crying... Haiz.. She alighted @ Somerset cos she wanted to go to work. Cheer up aight.. Things will be better.. And i'm so happy for Qie.. Felt so touched.. Nearly cried during class..
Thought of meeting Wan again today but changed plan. Accompanied huda to tamp and ate there for a while before going home..
She will stand out of the crowd on the street. Leo woman normally tall or rather tall. You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her.
She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories. Being different is what she loves.
If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much.
She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is born to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.
She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.
She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills.
She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town. She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her.
She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap.
*The words which i highlighted in yellow.. perhaps it's true*
My weekends are so not exciting coz i didn't go out and especially Wan had not msg me for 2 days..i really wonder where he had gone to..Have been waiting for his msg..Perhaps he's too busy to even reply a msg of mine..Haiz..I really missh him a lot and have been thinking about him.Just can't stop thinking abt him.. Thought of calling him yesterday but i'm scared what if he's really busy and didn't want to be disturbed..Tried to make myself to think positively last night.Well, i just sent him a msg last nite b4 i slept even though i got the feeling dat he won't be replying. Finally i got my Converse shoes dat i've been dreaming of. I like it! If can,i'll be uploading a pic of it some other day. This term,i'll be taking several new modules but the most interesting module which i would like to learn more is Event Mgmt. I'm interested in it. And yeah..there is Admin Mgmt..hmm..dun think i can be a Personal Assistant cos i dun possessed any qualities of an efficient PA..hehe..i know myself..i'm a very forgetful person.. i can't even take care of myself..me taking care of my boss?? And yeah..i was voted to be the next new Asst Monitress..haha..well, i think Huda should be able to handle stuffs alone cos you can't find another person dat can be so reliable in ISP except her..hehe..but of cos la..i'll be gladly to assist her when she needs it. Lastly, i got the Strawberry Shortcake Cuppycake..So cute! Everyone just love that song.. *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum, Pumpy-umpy-umpkin You're my Sweetie Pie You're my Cuppycake Gumdrop, Snoogums-Boogums You're the Apple of my Eye And I love you so and I want you to know That I'll always be right here And I love to sing sweet songs to you Because you are so dear
finished scool early today but didn't eat first coz i was not hungry
went to White Sands to alter skirt & jeans alone initially Siti wanted to follow but it's ok.. her guy didn't allow it's been some time i last went down there and yeah.. some shops have changed including the Coffee Bean
then moved on to CP to exchange the shirts which me & my sisters bought for ayah for Father's Day
met my sis @ the basement and yeah yeah! she bought the digicam and dat day..she already bought the mp3 well..haha.. going to get my Converse shoes tomoro.. no need to have heart pain anymore every time i pass that shop Blueek!
and yeah..planning to get a new side bag most probably at Bugis Street
finally the orientation is over it has been a tiring yet fruitful another experience of meeting new intakes.
feeling so sleepy now @ least there's aircon to be enjoyed aiyah..but next lesson is with ISP most "fav" teacher.. Bleah..
sometimes in life u need a lil' bit of recognition though not much but when we do something for someone or just do some favours.. we need to feel appreciated
well..its true dat the president thanked us but..i dunno la.. perhaps i was being too sensitive like Wan said.. just do what ur ought to do and dun care what other ppl might say
haiz..the 1st day.. had to usher the new intakes hectic ah.. the amphitheatre was pratically jammed! well..@ least i didn't forget my dance steps phew!
and yeah..the school director approached me initially..i felt good but when he talked to me abt me not doing my job well.. wah liao! i felt like shouting but i had to respect him so just kept quiet and listened
the 2nd day.. very..i really mean very.. exhausted!! had to carry the chairs,tables,pails of water and lastly..cleaned the foyer & amphitheatre literally picked up soacked tissues, peeled off the stickers on the ground until my nail was chipped it's ok la.. just contributing my effort..
i was really shag waited for Wan @ our usual place ada je tau bdk tu.. followed him to 3rd floor.. aku dah agak dah.. went to see his games we nearly fought coz i didn't allow him to buy new game i had my reasons and he understood that..
ate @ Banquet and he sent me home.. gave him the empty pepsi glass bottle cos he loves to collect these kind of stuff
helped him to book his trial test online then uploaded the songs to d mp3 finally.. Bum!!
wah..so tiring sia today.. okla..i know i'm tired everyday just got back from scool got the orientation rehearsal haha..shall be dancing for the opening.. pls dun cock up
so glad to see Wan yest and yeah..he bought his X-box already hmm..PS2 tu kan..boleh tolak tepi kan.. aku pun kene tolak tepi la ni.. hehe.. mana leh tolak tepi.. aku tetap di hatinye.. touching gitu eh.. well..that was he said la jeng jeng jeng!
finally got his Need for Speed Underground 2 and for my case.. i got to satisfy my craves i had my chicken spaghetti for dinner
tadi lunch..i ate Double Cheeseburger.. went home alone cos siti had to stay back for her Sub-comm thingy but it's ok
i practically dragged my feet to e Mac to get a drink like usual..slept in e bus but the best thing is.. i bought Cadbury choc *drooling*
still thinking.. are there anymore stuffs i'm craving for.. hmmm..
oh yeah...gosh..how could i forgot this Happy Anniversary to me & Wan today so fast already 1 yr passed.. too bad can't spend time with him today really hope there will be more yrs to come for us
did a bit of intensive house cleaning today i didn't go out anywhere totally self-declared broke hehe..
yest met Wan for a while as usual..went to Banquet accompanied him to eat well..he played me out again aiyah.. almost went home Blueek!
gave him the gift b4 went home he liked it and he thought it was cute too
haiz..craving for chocs now ok la..a lot more stuff spaghetti.. cheeseburger.. haiz.. feeling so famished now
and yeah..today Wan was @ sentosa he told me abt the Waterfront bungalows over there @ the cove.. each unit is freaaaking big!! and the price is.. abt 4.2 mil.. haiz..i wish.. but i still dream abt my penthouse *winks*
i stayed @ home for 4 days well..except on fri which i met huda for a while to pass me the gift. Then i went home coz hakeem was @ home.
i'm growin sian already doin nothing.. just surf net here & there watchin tv.. eat a lil' bit aiyah..
yesterday..i was told dat d exam results are out helped to check for red & nadzirah checked mine too
i could only see one A it's for IT i got B for CBZ C for HRA and finally got B for ENT bleaah.. my GPA is 2.75
i'm not blaming anyone well..i think i deserve it cos i didn't study at all especially for HRA oh..nvm..
received a msg from a person claiming he's hanafi i couldn't be bothered with him who's hanafi anyway? staying at bedok? schoolin @ SP? why shd i care?
haiz.. Wan borrowed PS2 from his fren guess wat? @ least he has somethin to do now hmmm.. selamat ah.. dah ada PS2 kan.. forget abt other things nvm la..as long as he's happy Blueek!
went to bugis with huda bought a cute gift for Wan then went hunting for her shirt
aiyah..rushed to marina sq and lost our way cos until now d renovation had not been completed yet perhaps the salesgirl got it wrong there was no ebase store!
well..i was so hungry so ate @ cavana
we practically dashed to suntec and yeah..there was an ebase store but no stock!! finally she bought an adidas shirt but it's nice.. ok fine..i won't say dat word Blueek!
huda had to rush home she was walkin so fast dat i had a hard time catching up wif her haha..g0sh! i missed a step and fell on the steps was so embarrassing haiz..nvr in my life..
waited for Wan at cp he sent me home and.. jeng jeng jeng!! haha..he had a surprise for me
actually we didn't intend to celebrate our anniversary but i was totally shocked to see him holding lilies!! my fav!
ok lah..it's not real flowers but still..the thought dat count @ least he thought of it.. ...lalalalala... How swweeet!!
5/6 - brought food for Wan and spent the evening with him we kind of made up and things looks fine for us now really h0pe it will last love ya...
b4 sending me home.. we ate @ banquet..mkn lagi..hehe i was shocked to see nadhar (my ex-colleague) over there he was surprised to see me too i think he was more surprised to see me with Wan haha.. who would have thought.. jeng jeng jeng!!
6/6 - yeah yeah!! finaaally got to meet my best buds sorry guys..i was late..hehe went down to TM.. otw there..we were talking abt su and guess wat.. we were thrilled to see her outside e cinema haha..spoke of e devil missh her lots..
and yeah..while queing up.. i was surprise to see Zu over there
4 of us ate @ LJS and like usual..had gossips..hehe we watched madagascar...and it was still funny for me even though this was my 2nd time nvm ah..ayul kan blanja.. *muka aku mmg tak tau malu..nak org blanja je..haha..Blueek!*
movie ended @ 8.. i shouldn't have off my hp... i'm sorry syg..
we walked to the Sunplaza park b4 dat..bought titbits and drink hehe...rushed for the swings! hanged out there for more than an hr it was fun even though we were practically sweating
i felt so weak and still feel weak really tired of crying my heart out last night i could not sleep even though my eyes were close but my mind was still thinking abt Wan
Why does it seems so easy to console others abt their love life? But when it comes to my love life, i'm lost and dunno what to do
i needed this chance badly very badly & i really mean it for there is a glint of hope, i want to make things rite again
i can't give up now.. i'm still holding on even it hurts me so much on the inside
~Dedicated to Wan~ if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice cuz the feeling that I feel within no other men could ever make me feel so right its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night but I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny for you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
..to my best friends.. thanks jiko for the times u had tried to help me thanks ayul for ur concern i really appreciate it
things can be weird in life one min ur happy and the next min ur not it's an ugly truth i guess..i just have to learn to accept dat life is not always beautiful
did i say dat i was goin to accompany Wan to ssdc? well yeah.. after he booked his prac we went to eat at the canteen
everything went fine we met jiko and ayul @ pasir ris sat down and talked was glad to meet ayul
*dun forget to msg me when u want to blanja aight* hehe..
we missed 89 and waited for ages for the bus to come haiz.. i shouldn't have said those things to him felt so wrong..
last nite i cried and cried and cried to sleep feeling so down and have no mood to talk to anyone this morning.
things are still not okay for us arrghh!!!feel like killing myself now..
Why??there is this biggest ever Y in my head now..
i really wish and really wish.. all that happened are just nightmare once i woke up from my sleep things will be back as normal
but i know my wish will never come true no matter how hard i wish...
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
i have nothing to do so just log on to update my blog
yesterday went down to CP to meet Wan and while waiting for him... guess who i saw? Gosh!! i saw Aide Iskandar immediately i msg Huda.. hehe..coz she knows i've been wanting to meet him he was walking passed me and all the way i could not keep my mouth close ok ok..i know it's not a big deal but i find him the most good-looking soccer player
went to eat @ Banquet well...not really la coz i was full already so Wan ordered his ever fav food Hokkien Mee! haiz..this guy ah...can never get tired of it
we went to TM to catch Madagascar we've been wanting to watch it haha...the movie was really funny..
i loves Hippo so much so Wan bought for me a Hippo plush toy at Toy 'R' Us so cute..
actually intended to meet for a while but ended up going home @ 10 pm
this morning..the weather is so glaring hot but perhaps..in the afternoon i'll be accompanying Wan to ssdc.
